Thursday, June 03, 2004

Why am I melancholy?

I think I am melancholy. I say I "think" because I don't know for sure. I should be happy and ecstatic but I am not quite up to that stage right now. I'm sure it's a combination of things... my father's birthday yesterday, the anniversary of his death coming up, and Father's Day this month. Yes, June is not a good month and for some reason I feel it more this year than the last few years. Why? I have my reasons... the kind of reasons a daughter has when she thinks about certain things in her life that a father should be there for.