Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Que Sera Sera

No matter how much I try to not worry about this whole relationship, I can't help myself. Realistically speaking, what if that last piece does not fit? I mean there is nothing I can do to make it fit and though I've tried to counsel myself into believing que sera sera (what will be, will be), I will be somewhat devastated. I am emotionally attached to another person and that is a very scary thing when you don't know if that attachment is really real. I have no doubt in the sincerity and the feelings of the other person but I also realize that until we see and meet for the very first time, nothing is a guarantee. I'm not sure if I am strong enough to handle all of this.